A few weeks ago, I
  replied to
  a thread on Hacker News
  about a "leaked" talk by former Google CEO  Eric Schmidt. The key
  phrase I tried to pick apart was
  So imagine a non-arrogant programmer that actually does what you want
  I had assumed he was referring to situations similar to my own
  experience as a software developer interacting with customers back in the
  1980s. Programming was still a relatively new thing, and most people didn't
  understand how data was stored and processed. I considered it my job to probe
  what they really wanted to have, and figure out how I could meet their needs
  by
  impedance matching
  them to what was feasible. This smoothing over of their wants and needs with
  reality made everyone happy, in the end.
A few days ago, I watched 
Cory Doctorow's presentation at DefCon32
about the ongoing 
Enshittification of everything. He delivered, as usual for him, a passionate and fact
stuffed critique of the way things are going, and how we got there. It's been
quietly flowing through my
mapper mind, bumping up against all of the other chunks of knowledge I've recently
pondered.
  
  
    This morning, I was reading a
    thread
    about Thea Lim's
    The Collapse of Self-Worth in the Digital Age. 
  
  She helped me see that though I have had my self-worth tied up in work, there was a deep cause of disastisfaction once I was out of the work force. I've always been good at explaining complex things in a way others can understand. (Impedance matching, again!)
  This bumped against some other things I was pondering, and then the penny dropped
  
  I was wrong about what Eric Schmidt meant, and I see that now.
  
    I had made a
    category error
    and assumed he was just trying to get good results, or meet some weird quirk
    of his design sense, like Steve Jobs is said to have done, and was getting
    frustrated. Oh boy, was I ever wrong.
Assuming that Schmidt was
    talking bout overriding ethical concerns is a way better fit for the amount
    of emotion this seems to hold for him.
  
  Cory's right. We really do have to hold the line against this shit.
  
  So there you have it... a brief journey through the thought process of a mapper, with a side of self-discovery